Why Do I Never Feel I’ve Done Enough?: Overachieving and Burnout
Have you ever reached a goal, only to find yourself almost immediately thinking about what you should achieve next?
Perhaps people around you tell you that you are already doing more than enough, but somehow, it never quite feels that way to you.
Even when you try to take a break, you may find yourself thinking, I shouldn’t be sitting here. I could be doing something.
For some people, overachieving and burnout do not begin with a lack of motivation. Quite the opposite. They can begin with determination, ambition and a strong desire to make something of your life.
You may find yourself thinking:
If I just try a little harder.
I know I can do more.
I shouldn’t be satisfied with this yet.
There always seems to be another step to take.
But this is not simply a story about “working too hard”.
Ambition and the desire to grow can be powerful qualities. They can help us create opportunities, overcome difficulties and build lives that once seemed out of reach.
So what happens when something that has helped you move forwards begins to make it difficult to stop?
Why overachieving and burnout can begin with “I’m still not doing enough”
People with a strong drive to achieve often set goals and work hard towards them.
Perhaps you pursue qualifications.
You work towards the next stage of your career.
You look for better opportunities.
You challenge yourself to do things you could not do before.
And once you have achieved one thing, you begin working towards another.
In many ways, this can be a wonderful way to expand your life.
But somewhere along the way,
“I want to keep growing”
can gradually become
“I have to keep growing.”
The difference may appear small, but emotionally it can be significant.
“I want to grow” carries a sense of choice.
“I have to grow” often carries something else: a fear of what it might mean to stop.
You are no longer moving forwards simply because you want to.
You may be running because standing still feels uncomfortable.
And when that happens, the very quality that once gave you energy can slowly begin to exhaust you.
When ambition has helped you build a life abroad
I do not believe ambition itself is a problem.
Wanting to learn more, develop your abilities, create opportunities and build a better life can be an enormous source of strength.
And for people who have built a life in another country, striving can sometimes carry an additional meaning.
Living abroad can suddenly make things that once felt straightforward surprisingly difficult.
You may have been confident and capable in your work back home, yet find that expressing the same ideas in another language takes much more effort.
You may have years of experience and valuable skills, but discover that they are not recognised in quite the same way in your new country.
You may need to learn unfamiliar systems, find work, build relationships and create a sense of belonging almost from the beginning.
So you tell yourself:
I’ll improve my English.
I’ll get another qualification.
I’ll rebuild my career here.
I’ll find a way to make this work.
Each step forwards can help restore something important:
“I can make a life here too.”
For someone who has spent years living abroad, then, working hard may not simply be about achievement.
Achievement may have become one of the ways you reassure yourself that you are capable, that you belong, and that you can cope.
That is why telling someone who has lived this way to “just take it easy” is rarely very helpful.
Working hard may be more than a habit.
It may be one of the ways you have learnt to support yourself.
When “I want to grow” becomes “I have to keep achieving”
The difficulty is not necessarily that you work hard.
It begins when you struggle to accept yourself when you are not achieving.
Reaching a goal, then immediately looking for the next one
Perhaps you finally get something you have wanted for a long time.
You complete a difficult qualification.
You receive recognition at work.
You reach the goal you have spent months or years pursuing.
There may be satisfaction, of course.
But it does not last very long.
Soon another thought appears:
What should I do next?
Surely I can go further than this.
If I become satisfied now, I’ll stop progressing.
And so life can become a repeating cycle:
Set a goal → work hard → achieve it → feel satisfied briefly → find another goal
You are achieving things, yet the feeling of enough never quite arrives.
Feeling guilty when you rest
For someone who is used to pushing forwards, doing nothing can be surprisingly difficult.
You may be taking a day off but still thinking about work.
An empty afternoon can feel like wasted time.
You may be physically tired and still tell yourself, I’m not tired enough to justify stopping.
Seeing somebody else working hard may suddenly make you feel that you should be doing something too.
Intellectually, you may know that rest is necessary.
Emotionally, however, rest can feel less like recovery and more like falling behind.
Measuring yourself against other people
A strong drive to achieve can also make it easy to look around to work out where you stand.
Where are other people my age in their careers?
What have they achieved?
How much are they earning?
What sort of family or lifestyle do they have?
Social media makes other people’s achievements particularly easy to see.
And even when you have made considerable progress yourself, you may still come away thinking:
I’m not there yet.
There is nothing inherently wrong with comparison.
But if comparison becomes the main way you measure your own value, the finishing line will keep moving.
There will always be somebody who appears to be further ahead.
When trying harder cannot change the situation
Effort can change many things.
But there are also parts of life that cannot be changed simply by working harder.
Living abroad can make this especially visible.
You can work hard at learning a language, but you cannot remove every cultural difference.
You can put enormous effort into your career, but you cannot guarantee that your experience will be valued in the same way it was in your home country.
And however much effort you put into a relationship, you cannot control another person’s thoughts, feelings or behaviour.
There are many things that remain outside our control:
other people’s opinions;
how somebody judges us;
workplace culture;
timing;
social and cultural systems;
how another person interprets what we say or do.
For someone who has overcome many difficulties by thinking, If I work hard enough, I’ll find a way, meeting something that effort cannot change can be particularly difficult.
You may respond by trying even harder.
There must be something else I can do.
Perhaps if I put in more effort, things will change.
Maybe I simply haven’t tried hard enough yet.
But an outcome not going the way you hoped does not necessarily mean that you failed to do enough.
Sometimes you can do everything reasonably within your power and still not be able to change what happens.
At those moments, rather than immediately asking yourself how you can try harder, another question may be more helpful:
“Is this something my effort can actually change?”
Recognising the difference between what is within your control and what is not is not the same as giving up.
It is deciding where your energy belongs.
Other people’s judgement — and the way you judge yourself
Behind the need to keep achieving, there can sometimes be other feelings:
I want to be recognised.
I don’t want to fail.
I don’t want other people to be better than me.
I don’t want to disappoint anyone.
I want to become somebody.
I want to feel that I have value.
Being recognised by other people feels good.
When somebody notices your effort and says, “You’ve done really well”, it can feel as though all that work has finally been seen.
But when other people’s approval becomes the main way we know that we are doing well enough, we can find ourselves constantly looking outside ourselves for reassurance.
And if being judged by other people feels particularly painful, it may also be worth becoming curious about how you judge yourself.
I should have done more.
This isn’t enough.
If I don’t succeed, I’ve failed.
Sometimes these are not things other people are saying to us at all.
They are things we have learnt to say to ourselves.
If you rarely receive an internal sense of That was enough. I did well, it makes sense that recognition from outside can begin to carry enormous weight.
So perhaps the question is not only:
“What do other people think of me?”
but also:
“How am I looking at myself?”
Instead of looking only at the result, you might also ask:
What have I already done to get here?
How much effort have I actually put in?
Even if the outcome was not what I wanted, did I do what I reasonably could?
Perhaps, before chasing the next success, there is something else you need to hear — from yourself:
“I have already worked very hard to get here.”
When being hard on yourself affects how you see others
Being demanding of ourselves can sometimes influence the way we see other people too.
If your internal rules are:
I must work harder.
I must not be lazy.
I should always be doing more.
those rules can quietly become the standards by which you judge other people.
I recognise this in myself.
There was a time when I felt that I should always be trying harder. And during that period, I could be quite critical of people around me.
I would find myself wondering:
Why aren’t they trying harder?
I would do much more than that.
Without really noticing it, I had begun to assume that because I expected so much from myself, other people should live by similar standards.
As I gradually became more accepting of myself, however, something else changed too.
The way I looked at other people became softer.
Someone else did not have to work as hard as I did.
They did not have to value the same things I valued.
They could have their own priorities, their own circumstances and their own way of living.
I became more able to think:
“Their life is theirs, and mine is mine.”
Accepting yourself does not mean lowering every standard or giving up on growth.
It means no longer using achievement and productivity as the only measures of your worth.
And when we become less rigid in the way we measure ourselves, we may find that we no longer need to measure everybody else quite so rigidly either.
Making room for ourselves can sometimes make more room for other people too.
Slowing down does not mean giving up your ambition
So, do you need to stop striving?
I do not think so.
You do not have to lose your ambition.
There is nothing wrong with setting goals, challenging yourself or wanting to continue growing.
Those things may be an important part of who you are.
The question is whether you still feel that you are choosing them.
From time to time, it may be worth asking yourself:
“Do I genuinely want this?”
Do I want to do this, or am I doing it because stopping makes me anxious?
What am I hoping I will feel when I reach this goal?
Am I hoping somebody will recognise me?
Am I hoping that I will finally be able to tell myself that I am enough?
And perhaps there is one more question:
“Could it be that I am already doing enough?”
You do not need to know the answer immediately.
Simply becoming curious about these questions can be the beginning of understanding what has been driving you for so long.
From “What else can I achieve?” to “How do I want to live?”
At certain stages of life, What can I achieve? can be a powerful question.
It can give us direction, motivation and a sense of possibility.
But there may come a point when another question begins to matter just as much:
“How do I want to live?”
Not only:
How far can I go?
How successful can I become?
What else can I achieve?
But also:
What would I like my ordinary days to feel like?
Who do I want to spend my time with?
When do I feel most at ease?
What actually matters to me?
These things shape a life too.
Moving forwards and pausing are not opposites.
Sometimes it is only when we stop for a moment that we realise we have been so focused on moving forwards that we have not asked ourselves where we actually wanted to go.
If working hard has helped you build your life, you do not need to reject that part of yourself.
But before setting the next goal, perhaps you can also look back at the ground you have already covered.
Instead of immediately thinking,
It still isn’t enough,
perhaps there can also be room for:
“I have come a long way.”
And alongside striving, achieving and improving, perhaps there can be space for the things that simply make life feel meaningful, peaceful or yours.
That does not mean losing your ambition.
It means adding another way of supporting yourself to the one you already know so well:
not only pushing yourself forwards, but also recognising yourself and treating yourself with care.
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You may be wondering whether this is really something you need to talk to a counsellor about.
Perhaps nothing is seriously “wrong”. You may simply have noticed that you are tired of always feeling that you should be doing more.
Counselling does not have to be about stopping your ambition or becoming a different person.
It can simply offer a quiet, pressure-free space to explore questions such as:
Why is it so difficult for me to feel that I have done enough?
Why does other people’s judgement matter so much to me?
What am I asking of myself — and where did those expectations come from?
You do not need to have everything figured out before you come.
You do not need to explain things perfectly, and it does not have to be a serious problem.
Many people who have built a life abroad become very used to coping, adapting and carrying things by themselves. Sometimes having somewhere to put those thoughts into words can help you see them a little more clearly.
If you reach a point where you simply think, I might like to talk to someone about this, you are welcome to use my free 30-minute online session at Locus of Life as a place to begin.
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